Tuesday, April 13rd 2021

01:55 A.M.

My fam and I go vegetarian twice a month. Today I decided to make “fake” meat. Actually, yesterday, because it had passed midnight.

I saw the recipe on tiktok, they were using oats and egg white. Of course the real thing taste better, but this one actually taste quite good for a “fake”. Taste a bit similar with pork meat. The recipe stated 1 tsp of salt but I felt it was too much so I reduced to 1/2 tsp. Uh well it wasn’t salty enough. At least the glaze was on point though.

It’s fucking the TIME of the month. I swear I’ve never pass a period without consuming chocolates. Yuh, like idk with the sudden craving of chocolates?

Brownies, chocolate mug cake, chocolate chip cookies, tbh they all don’t soothe the craving (even though all of em sound delish). In the end, I’d just hate myself for eating them. IT HAS TO BE A CHOCOLATE BAR, CHOCOLATE CHIPS, OR IDK. Period is one of the weirdest time. I’ve been through uh uncountable times of period, but I still don’t *get* it.

This always helps. Chocolate pots with 70%+50% dark chocolate. Unlike chocolate bars, I’d say to myself I’d consume one small block. Then, damn, where did the two bars of choc go?

But in this case, probably because it was so thick and dark, I could only eat one of it. That was why I made it, because I wouldn’t go crazy by eating huge amount of sweets & chocolates. The craving just went away with one ramenkin of chocolate pots.

Uh I cleaned the stove. Wipe wipe wipe. Mom’s and my precious lovely stove. I cherish it because the fire’s so gentle and v easy to use. Don’t you love it when everything’s clean and neat?

I’m slowly drifting off,

C