Tuesday, April 27th 2021

2:00 A.M.

Dear Cheerio,

Today mom taught me how to peel boiled eggs. I thought because the eggs were too fresh, so the eggs would stick to the shells. Turned out when my mom did it, it was effortlessly clean.

You have to crush the shells evenly, and a lot. Then, you peel from the air bubble part. The rest is easy peasy.

Mom asked me to make carrot & apple juice for Dad. Ok juicer is fun and all until you have to wash it. Pain in the ass because the pulps would get stuck in it.

Saw this trend on tiktok where you search your name on this site. This meant that someone sent anonymous text to the person with the same as yours to this website. Feel free to feel like someone actually wrote that for you.

And damn I tell you, this shit is accurate af. My name was quite uncommon, so I thought no one would write to other people with my name. The first thing I saw was on point.

I know it’s most likely not for me, but for the other person who shares my name. But hey it’s okay to be imaginative alright, otherwise the world would be boring

I actually knew this website years ago, but I was just meh. I think I also did this, but I wasn’t as emotionally as now lol

My order arrived today! Yay, I could make sushi. We still had salmon mom bought the other day. And avocados, crab meat. Stay tuned for upcoming sushiiiii

Made chocolate hot fudge today, yoo-hoo! It was like chocolate syrup but thicker and more flavorful. I fell in love with this since I first ate A&W’s and KFC’s chocolate sundae. Didn’t know how to make it until now

By the way, I recommend you to listen to San Fransisco Street by Sun Rai when you cook something. Not that I did that today, but this idea suddenly came across my mind.

MY MILKSHAKE BRINGS ALL THE BOYS TO THE YARD AND THEY’RE LIKE IT’S BETTER THAN YOURSS

Uh I should probably work at a café or smth. These were chocolate milkshakes topped with whipped cream and MORE hot fudge.

Lemme tell you it was superb! Tasted like the ones I used to drink regularly at Pizza Hut. I stopped drinking it since middle school cause my mom said it’d made me fat :((((((( I’ve never drank milkshakes ever since.

Until now. Whoa boom! So happy. Like the drink gave me nostalgia of my happy younger self, who’s brave and not care about shits like what people say or think.

This was my dinner. Hehe too sinful

I told my mom my sister was so lucky to be one of my siblings, cause I serve foods for them. Actually, them liking what I made is one of my delight. Sssh don’t tell them, I’m not used to being emotional with those dumbasses

These past weeks went pretty well since I didn’t cry. You’re doing a good job *is me telling to myself*

I miss my online friends even though I basically ghosted them. Idk sometimes socializing is too much. And if you spend times too much with them, it’s getting boring especially when they don’t even try to make it interesting.

I love you. And you, and you too. I love you all.

This world is too full of hatred. I’ve heard and seen lots of people said

“Ugh don’t you hate it when”

“I don’t like her doing this—”

“They make me sick”

“Okay no offense, but—”

Why are we so nit-picky with things? Why don’t we see the good instead of the bad?

So I’m trying to find something to love in a person, instead of feeling disgusted or enraged by their little habits.

Sometimes because we see the black, we turn a blind eye to the white.

If you’re sad or angry, it’s going to be disease for you, not them. It’s going to rot inside of you. That’s what my mom kinda used to tell me.

Don’t get mad, she said. It’s not going to benefit anybody.

She’s absolutely correct. Instead of feeling the negative energy, we could find a solution or remedy instead. By not punching them or destroying properties of course. Not me, I’m not that type of person.

When my sister got mad at me, she’d slam all my things on my desk. Punch me, kick me. Screamed at my face.

I would shouted too, and expressed my emotion. But I had and I would never ever destroy things, even if I was hoping that would hurt her.

Why? First, because she would slam my other things again. Second, and the most importantly, destroying things wouldn’t do you any good. For me, for her. We would suffer from the aftermath instead. That’s just plain foolish.

I heard people would punch the wall, crack the mirror.

No. Just no. That’s a sign of anger issues. You’re emotionally unstable. You should find ways to resolve it, going to therapist, seeking emotional help, etc. It shouldn’t be normalized.

That’s like an animal behavior where you couldn’t think clearly. Ok to be fair, some animals have high IQ, but not as high as human’s.

We are granted with the ability to think to surpass any other living things. Things like what I mentioned above are most likely to be repeatable. Repeat more and more until it become a habit.

Why did I start talking so much whenever I’m on this website?

Anyway, I’m enjoying this. Talking to myself, OH! This is one of my way to harmlessly resolve my emotional issues.

Sincerely,

C